I was on the phone with my car bill collector letting them know that i was going to pay my past due boll balance. Ot felt so good to have all the money collected to pay my past due car notes. In my dream i had made $1200 in 3 days and i was so proud of my self . I was counting all the cash i had made and my ex step father came in the room and saw me count my money as I got off the phone my mother came in the room and saw me count my money and I suddenly stop because I felt her trying to attack me for having that much money my mother then attacked me and put a hot iron to my chest while i sat down on a couch and caused severe damage to my chest area and my brother was there to witness her causing this trauma to me. She was jealous that i had made all that money to pay my past due car note and that none of the money was for her. I woke up feeling that pain in my chest and started to think about why i would naturally want to harden my heart because of the iron’s damage to my chest. I woke up feeling as if my mother was the root to the money trauma i am now experiencing in life - and the feeling of inadequacy to take care of myself or my child. I ultimately felt like my mother is an evil bitch and a root to all of my trauma and why i am in a homeless shelter right now
Based on your dream, here is a potential interpretation: The dream reflects your financial struggles and feelings of responsibility towards your car bill collector. The positive aspect of the dream is that you were able to collect enough money to pay off your past due car notes, which made you proud of yourself. This suggests a need for financial stability and the desire to take care of your responsibilities. However, the presence of your ex-stepfather and mother in the dream indicates unresolved issues and negative emotions associated with them. Your ex-stepfather's arrival may represent past influences or interactions that are still affecting you. The focus shifts when your mother enters the room, symbolizing her jealousy towards your financial success. Her attack with a hot iron on your chest represents the emotional pain and trauma she has caused you, which left significant damage. The dream may be pointing out a deep-rooted belief that your mother is responsible for your current financial struggles and feelings of inadequacy. It suggests that you may be carrying this burden and it is negatively affecting your ability to care for yourself and your child. The homeless shelter mentioned at the end of the dream may represent your current situation. Overall, this dream might be highlighting the need to address and release the emotional trauma caused by your mother, allowing yourself to move forward towards financial stability and emotional healing. It could be beneficial to seek support from therapy or counseling to navigate these issues and find ways to regain your power and stability.